Tonight, feeling a little off.

While taking a shower, I just leaned back against the wall and stood there, staring at the water. I finally had to cut myself off and shut off the hot water.

I have the feeling like I want something to be different, maybe a little out of the ordinary, but in a good way. But I don’t even quite know what that means.

Maybe it’s the fact that being in a long distanc relationship means you can’t go out on St. Patrick’s Day and drink cheap green beer to your heart’s content. Or that you can, but you don’t have anyone you really want to do it with.

I guess the only thing to do now is go to sleep, have a decent dream that doesn’t involve what I see around me every day, and to wake up to a hot cup of coffee.

Now to go program my coffee-maker…